Searching bled me, false hopes led me
On treasure hunts that proved futile
I looked inside, I looked outside
Searching for my long lost smile
Drowning sorrows in a bottle
Shopping til I could not walk
Desperately searching for love to ease the pain
Covering the loss with empty talk
White Knights, streetlights, laughing with friends
Ways to stuff the ache down deep
Late nights, bedsides, seeking, aimless
Breaking vows I swore to keep
Drowning sorrows with a lover
Wondering why life cycles so
Nothing empty ever filled me up
All these nothings have left me low.
Tonight pride died I just realized
What I want is much, much more
I am bended, bowed and broken
Ready to accept what is in store
Drops of anything but Your love
Cannot numb a hollow heart
And I will not close my eyes, Lord,
I’m afraid to miss the start
…of sunrise
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