Tuesday, July 29, 2008

*sigh*

For my Soul Mate
1/22/08
MG

As I wander on this lonely road
I am wonderin’ if you are alone
Thinkin’ of me, praying for me too.
I just wish this road would lead to you.
I got hasty, and wandered off the path
Now I wish that I could just go back
I’m left asking myself if I ever can
Did I fall too far and change the end?
Is there hope for such a wretched soul?
Will I ever feel that I am whole?
Something in me tells me that I would
If I had stayed on coarse the way I should.

Please tell me it is not too late
To find you still waiting at the gate
Of my heart, I will give the key
To you. Run to me.

I am sorry for the things I’ve done
I’m so sorry that I always run…
I’ve made choices that I do regret
I had lessons I had not learned yet.
Now I’m wiser and so very blue
All that learning led me far from you
Won’t come and find me and forgive?
Life is too short to decide to live… alone.

Please tell me it is not too late
To find you still waiting at the gate
Of my heart, I will give the key
To you. Run to me.

I do believe…
I do believe…
I do believe in forever.
I’ll wait for you…
Run to me…
I’ll be yours forever.

Please tell me it is not too late
To find you still waiting at the gate
Of my heart, I will give the keyTo you. Run to me.

Meloncholy Song in A minor

Rain Wish
MG
07/29/08

Verse 1:
I wish it would rain
I want the clouds to roll
Thundering is my heart
Storms are brewing in my soul

Without shelter, I walk.
I don’t have a place to go
I am praying it will pour
Drought has taken such a toll.

Chorus:
And I run without direction
Wanting rivers to wash me away
All exposed, with no protection
All alone and losing faith.

Verse 2:
As I hum a sad, sad song
Bitterness does sing along
I may wither in this heat.
Am I right or very wrong?

I am tired. In need of rest
I can’t take it anymore
Weary travels, lonely heart.
Rain on me. Just let it pour.

Chorus:
And I run without direction
Wanting rivers to wash me away
All exposed, with no protection
All alone and losing faith.
...if only it would rain.

Saturday, July 26, 2008

"How to Love"

There is no try, only do or die.
And if we don’t, we will.
It is not enough to acknowledge love,
Yet remain unmoved and still.
It takes nurturing and a gentle touch,
And a heart that deeply knows.
It takes more than time, one must cultivate,
Or the seed will never grow.
If this is divine, and I’ve seen the signs,
We’ve responsibilities
To each other now, and I know somehow,
That you don’t completely see.
We must cherish, love, protect and trust,
And be open, raw and real.
For if we are not, this is all for naught,
And the road will be uphill.
It cannot be forced, nor be wearisome.
It’s the heart that drives the will.
I don’t know if you’ll ever truly feel
I could ever make you whole.
It is deep desire and an unquenched fire
That will only own my soul.
I am meant for one. One is meant for me,
And to that end I will act
Each and every day in a selfless way
For our love is more than fact,
It is sanctified. I feel overwhelmed
By the possibility
That I finally “get” how to love perfect,
But may find you won’t love me.

Thursday, July 24, 2008

Eyes of Stone

So much passion and love
But is it enough?
I would give just about anything
To look into those eyes
…of stone.


Don’t you ever tell me if
You can’t feel it in my kiss.
Apathy must be such bliss.
Will I find out that your heart
…is cold?


Do you feel a little numb?

I am feeling searing burn.
Will you ever, ever come?
Will that fire return?
….come home.


You can’t argue with truth,
And I won’t argue with you.
You either love me or you don’t.
I will see it in those eyes
…and know.

Saturday, July 19, 2008

"Far Away"

07/19/2008


Verse 1:
How come everyone around me seems to be in love
I’m the only one I know who’s all alone
How come every time I’m feeling lost & lonely
All I really want is for you to come home.

Lover’s holding hands and gazing in each other’s eyes
Makes me jealous cuz’ how I want that with you
I do believe in fate, but you’re so far away, & late at night
Alone, awake in bed, the timing makes me blue.



Bridge:
The thing that really gets to me the most
Is how you always seem to be just fine
Do you ever go insane just missing me
Or are these lonely moments only mine?

~Instrumental~

Verse 2:
When you think of destiny does my face come to mind?
When thoughts of forever find me, they find you.
For so long I’ve held my whole heart sacred
You’re the only one I could want to give my whole heart to

But is it to happen when the circumstances hold us back
And how is it to be when I’m not even sure you’re there
Every time I pray questions go unanswered. Silence.
Why don’t you run to me, and set all this love free, if you dare?

~Instrumental~

Is this love to happen when the circumstances hold us here?
Come and run to me, and set these questions free…

"Summit"

07/17/2008

I’m wanting to explore these mountains
I want to reach great heights with you
I’ve never felt so high on hope and
I’ve never felt such altitude.
You are all of my childish hopes and
You consummate all of my dreams
I’ve wished for this on so many stars
I’ve prayed for you always it seems

And now you are the only star I see
It’s only you that holds my heart and soul
Just now I realized I’ve reached the summit…
I am home.

"Precious Morning"

06/22/08

This is my peaceful morning.
It’s solely mine to hold.
I relish in this moment.
It’s cherished more than gold.
You are my loving Father,
Who’s given me the world.
The lovely morning sunrise;
My gorgeous baby girl.
Who’s sleeping peaceful right now
Right next to me in bed.
I look out of my window,
Then look down at her head,
And I am filled with such love,
Complete and utter bliss.
Thank you, precious Jesus,
I really needed this.
The sunrise is a love note
Written from your heart
To show me you still love me.
You never did depart.
And I could never feel more
Than on this quiet morn
Just gazing at my daughter
Just like the day she was born.
She’s beautiful and pure,
And as she sleeps I know,
God gives me soft reminders
That I’m never alone.