Saturday, March 25, 2006

"I Need You To Love Me"

Of all the songs I hear on the radio lately (and I listen mostly to Air1), this one hits my heart the hardest. It is so me and how I feel and who I am. I sing it from my heart to God each time I hear it, and I feel like crying. He has been working HARD on my heart lately, trying to get through it's thick walls and convince me that His love for me is truely unconditional and forever. That is SO hard for me to grasp, because it is so contrary to what I understand of human love. But God is God.. Love is what He does best. And there is nothing I can do to earn it or refute it.... His Love is an absolute. More than ever, I am beginning to believe it.

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BARLOW GIRL LYRICS


"I Need You To Love Me"

Why, why are You still here with me
Didn't You see what I've done?
In my shame I want to run and hide myself
But it's here I see the truth
I don't deserve You

[Chorus:]
But I need You to love me, and I
I won't keep my heart from You this time
And I'll stop this pretending that I can
Somehow deserve what I already have
I need You to love me

I, I have wasted so much time
Pushing You away from me
I just never saw how You could cherish me
'Cause You're a God who has all things
And still You want me

Your love makes me forget what I have been
Your love makes me see who I really am
Your love makes me forget what I have been

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